I'm Going Crazy

So this is the last full week of college classes before finals start. Also my last week of work for the school year. In case anyone was wondering or also slightly (or majorly) concerned, I AM INDEED GOING CRAZY.


Seriously. It's only Tuesday? Are you kidding me?! This week is going by sooooo slow. I'm a social butterfly so I love having things to do, but I'm seriously just ready to relax and have NO plans. I have way too much to do this week, but oddly enough, I'm not stressed. Just feeling tired already. Not even exhausted or sleepy tired, but more or less mentally tired of everything.


I can't wait for Sunday to roll around so I can head home for Mother's Day. As a poor college student, I appreciate my mommy NOT asking for anything that costs a lot of money. All she wants is for us to have a girls' day and plant flowers around the house. I'm super stoked! It's supposed to be in the 80s so that will be fantastic. Get a little tan (or in my case, burn) while spending some quality time with mi madre. Yes :) Also, get to spend a little time at home. I don't have any finals next week until Thursday and Friday, so there's no need for me to come back to ESU until Wednesday (to study, of course). Also my Thursday final is at 8 AM so I'm definitely not waiting to drive 3 hours back on Thursday morning.


Tomorrow is Star Wars Day, and I have no Star Wars clothes. I feel that this is a slight problem. Probably should stop by Walmart after work and see if there's any Yoda stuff or anything. My bff Jon keeps telling me I can just tie/tape/somehow attach my Yoda kite to my body tomorrow, but I feel like that would be difficult. I'm brain dead this week. There's no room for creative abilities when it comes to attaching Yoda kites to my body. I feel a t-shirt would be much more satisfactory for everyone involved (meaning, me).


My room feels somewhat like a meat freezer right now. It's quite cold and not enjoyable at all. My nose is even running. What the heck?!


Got our college yearbook yesterday. Just gonna throw this out there: Disappointment. Seriously. I mean the cover looks cool but that's about it. The yearbook staff here seems pretty unorganized and I'm pretty disappointed with the way they handled this yearbook. But whatever. I'll just attach a picture of me to a random page and call it good.


I WANT THIS WEEK TO BE OVER WITH. I can't handle much more of this. I'm not a patient person, as anyone who knows me will be sure to firmly agree with. I'm tired of dealing with people and situations that I don't want to deal with, and I'm tired of being responsible. That sounds awful, I know, but it's true. It's the end of the semester, literally, and I just want to be done with college for now so I don't have to do anything. I can sleep in and not worry about having to get up for classes or work or anything else that my little social self has to do. I can also sleep soundly through the night and not fall asleep fearing the fire alarm that is sure to go off at 2:30 AM every day this week AND next week because no one obviously gives a flip about the person who is pulling the fire alarm. I don't know, I mean if it were up to me, I'd try to at least catch the person so that the whole freaking freshman class wasn't annoyed and out for blood during Dead Week and Finals Week. Ha, funny though, it's called Dead Week and I know several people who are willing to contribute to that in the literal way. But enough about that. So morbid, tisk tisk.




Okay I'm done rambling on and on. Gotta head to work soon.
xoxo, n.